i have given much thought about changing job. i think it's time, but not sure if this is the right decision. there has been much going on in my mind. i do need a sense of achievement from my job, or probably a sense of refreshment, i need the feeling of being needed. i don't know if these will be found in the next job, which then i come into understanding that more careful and deeper consideration is required.
what i have done are visiting and deciding the shop of wedding gowns, preparing and finishing several translations and two big presentations for the classes, being hectic from my job, hanging out with friends and girlfriend, running, bike riding, and....i can't remember. all i know are my life is busy, my mind is busy, just busy. i can briefly slip out of reality by doing exercises and watching The Walking Dead, but later on falling back to the same foul reality. still have to face what i'm doing after all.
i think most of foul feelings come from the job, so i reckon maybe the knot can be untied through getting a different one (or different something to do if not too straightforward). but question is, is this going to be the way out? i'm not sure. every time when i have the pulse to switch job, another feeling comes up seeming to tell me to think twice and make sure if this is the right time. this is one thing. the second thing is i wish to work abroad, which means less time with family and then leads to my hesitating if this is right thing to do. thirdly salary, what if the next one can't fulfill my living expenses now and after getting married?
these are no easy questions, but not that hard i know. what i need probably is just a kick. i need some motivation, something, someone to motivate me to do it.
By the way, happy new year!
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