a turning point

i need a turning point...
for many years, i had always thought i would be really into engineering work, CADing some parts, improving the previous designs.

but actually not....

i'm not satisfied with what i'm doing now, i didn't find this until recently. there is something more i want, what i need is adventure, i need a change!!!!!!!!!! i'm preparing for this unseen future, don't know what next though, at least i'm preparing for it...

well i guess this might be the first complaining article i wrote here. just this one, if i don't do this my mind is gonna be overloaded...