tattoo

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there are countless kinds of tattoo designs, and here are some tribal tattoos i'm interested in, find it. i'm thinking about add a tribal tattoo not only with an important meaning but also elegance.

i'm gonna hit my 30 years of age, i've found simplicity and sincerity are basic but crucial elements to live out this life. with simplicity, everything can be worked out no matter how difficult; with sincerity, for me, i can always be frank to myself, to others yes of course. before problems of any kind, i admit it, and then with the very same attempt shall i find a way out.

therefore the simplicity of the contour is what i want.

(the idea of covering my body with portrait, skull, ghost just makes me shudder, let alone somebody's name)

christmas eve

i can barely recall how i spent through the last year's christmas. but yesterday was quite good. because of relocation i didn't spend my christmas in taipei. me and colleagues decided to have some finer seafood in tai zhong, and we did. stuff like barbequed oyster, duck tongues, fried rice, chopped steak and sushi were just perfectly delicious! one of my favourite part was dip sliced fish completely in the sauce and put it in mouth and then enjoy the feeling of chest-bursting open when the spicy taste was waving in! mmm....beautiful!

after that we went to town and all enjoyed the finest ever massage. my masseur gave me a very good pressing and patting on my shoulder and head, followed by feet-massaging which was the main part of all. when my feet were being pressed some parts felt sore some felt nothing and a little part was painful. according to the masseur, my kidneys are alright, my liver is not in the bad condition though, the bearable sore feeling reminds me to be aware of it. the most interesting part was the place indicating sexual organ. normal is pain which means either overused or underused. and if you don't feel any pain, well, a little bit abnormal he said!

silence

LIFE IS SHORT

I spent my last weekend in San-Yi as i was going to visit my uni classmate Jia-Wei who was diagonsed of liver tumor and seemed to be in his late state. Sadly, at his 31, he passed away on saturday morning, many of us weren't able to be there with him.

It had been shocking since the news was told. Two months ago Kun-Da had just chatted with him on the msn, no one had expected this would happen today and eventually it happened so fast. I could say I do not consider death should be taken seriously as none of us can escape from this, it's just the matter of time anyway; however, i start to think, if I were him, how would I feel? Nervous? Relaxed? Miserable? I'm wondering.

His farewell is held on the 25th of December, and I will be there.

SKY

Yesterday then I had time being on my bike around the place where I have been working. I hit a place called The Tunnel of Vineyard, the air was fresh and the place was wide with mountain and green. I stopped my bike and spent some time there thinking about something I couldn't really understand. With the case of Jia-Wei, I start thinking what I really want to do. Am I really happy with my current situation? There are things I would like to try, am I dare enough to go for it now?

I told some friends that my wishful funeral is like the one in the movie "Vanilla Sky", it is like a museum which can bring positiveness and peace to comers. Now, am I going to add some items on the introduction about me, Eugene Huang or Yuan-Chun Huang?

guts coming out

haha! this absolutely doesn't mean what the title says and of course it doesn't mean me, or i wouldn't be here blogging.

but almost, ya, when the chain of my motorbike broke the rear tire got stuck and bike was skidding, making an ugly scary high noise, and back to sliding. it was geared in, i didn't pull the clutch, and i instantly knew what happened.

"darn!" i said.

before the instance i was on my way to a coffee shop, i planned to have some reading after a cheerful dinner with my funny dynamic colleagues, but the idea was changed so i just made a turnaround and headed back to the accomodation.

and then..."bang!!!!!" everything happened too fast, breaking, skidding, noise, they were just in a heart beat or two. everybody on the road was looking at me, i was sure they were scared. i made a phone call to one of the colleagues Bing and as soon as he shouted "what!? your chain's off!? see, i told you~ never ride while car is aside. now you no cool as you thought anymore ya!?" the other four were laughing so loud that it was noisy even over the phone. but they would come back for me after they spared more room in the car which was full at the moment. and this was when i found a motorbike dealer nearby where i had it repaired. thank God.

before long the car arrived. i was quite surprised that actually just one of them left, and the other four were in the car together coming for me. man, now i was a bit touched. though Xi said "don't overly joy, we were coming to laugh at you, muahahahahahaha", i was still delighted. where else can i find a bunch of such nice guys!?


chain off, looked as if gut came out


twisted. that was not just it, the chain also hit the nuts fastening hub and rear gear, even the left adjusting bolt was snapped. the boss said i was fortunate because if the chain kept going, it would damage the front gear as well. and luckily the rocker arm was left unharmed.

i could tell the boss was an experienced guy as he could name various kind of old but still famous bikes, and he could name quite a few parts he had modified when he was young. so i was grateful and relaxed about all this situation.


this photo was taken one week before the instance. on the back of my bike were quilt at the bottom and heater on top. after a long ride over 120km my back and arm were really sour as i had to change my riding position while carrying these stuff.

even feeling down
with me is the dream, the goal
which is from God
who understands me the most
no loneliness
which is fake
keep at it, eugene
do not give up
no compromise